Trapped Collection: Until You Love Me & Until The Darkest of Night: A Dark Romance (Beauty and the Beast Vibes) by Olsen Mila

Author:Olsen, Mila
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-11-06T00:00:00+00:00

The day goes by without me noticing. It’s like after a particularly tough fight, everything seems quieter as if the volume had been turned down. I’m swimming in a rush of sweet, pure adrenaline.

Not once do I question my decision. Something inside me has snapped like a bolt that was pushed and is now stuck.

I’ll get Lou. This decision comes as a bit of a shock, still, the feeling of being in a daze, the delirium, the thought of doing the right thing for me prevails.

Suddenly, I have so much to do, I feel like I’m on speed. I make lists and jot down everything I know about Lou. She likes citrus blossom body wash, melon gum, and lemon cookies from Cypress. Chocolate donuts, spaghetti, pine nuts, and sundried tomatoes. I go through the pictures in my folder and note down what she’s wearing in them and, if she posted it, the brand. In the snapshot of her in the bathroom, I spot soap: Wild Ocean Dream. It, too, goes on my list.

I want Lou just like she’s in the pictures and videos that made me so happy for such a long time. She should look, smell, laugh, and dance exactly as I imagine. Also, she will feel more comfortable if things around her are identical to home. Maybe then she won’t hate me so much. I quickly push that last thought aside. I don’t want to think about everything that immediately follows. There are feelings inside me I don’t want to feel, truths I don’t want to face. And yet they are anchored in me, deep in my soul, uncannily like the echo of a sonar in the valleys of the sea. Getting rid of them is impossible.

Maybe Lou will even fall in love with me.

Monster!

The pen breaks under the pressure of my fingers. There’s something sick and perverse about the idea, even I know that. But the boy from before knows better than that. He was so lonely that he was even willing to love the monster that tormented him.

I don’t want to be a monster; I just want Lou to be with me. That’s all.

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